Wow! This is the most honest post I've seen in a while. Kudos Hive account@firepower for this!
I feel every word you are saying... And am sure everyone is doing the same thing.. Just going with the flow, holding on and hoping for the best.
Communities, SMT and HF20 better be game changers, else there is nothing to look forward to. Personally what keeps me here is the music communities and a chance to showcase my music to a larger audience. It still takes a lot of effort to get something noticed and to get someone to listen to a song or watch a music video we have spent a lot of effort making!