While I'm glad that all those initiatives exist and I appreciate you for pointing me in their direction, I'm not really looking for inspiration or motivation to post. I don't have the time to make a commitment to posting regularly and this is not anybody's problem to solve. This was simply an exercise to address my procrastination by facing whatever feelings & thoughts come up when I pause to question myself on it. I think the procrastination happens as a consequence of trying to ignore them and just moving on, but it still ends up bothering me in the back of my mind.

A big reason for the stress is probably that I got too immersed back in the day when I was on STEEM and I never succeeded in finding a healthy balance of being online & offline so my mental health paid a price back then & has been much better since going cold turkey. But circumstances have changed since so the pressure to post often is off.