The way I see it, if I ever do anything truly valuable for the world, which I certainly intend to, someone will dig up all my skeletons and use them against me regardless of how well I tried to hide them. And as long as by the time that happens, I am the best version of myself I've ever been, then anyone who wants to judge me for my past rather than see my mistakes as the reason for me evolving in the right direction, can fuck off anyway.