As now I have found my own way of making my time somewhat productive and my life meaningful rather than patiently waiting for what may or may not fated to come. I have encountered a lot of differences within my new environment not just when it comes to the race and belief but also to one's perceptions towards the life of others and how words may or may not contradict with actions. Many may even claim to know you, much worse those who claimed to know the deepest you, though they've just known you for days and easily concluded due to other people's deceitful judgment. One cannot feed other people's insecurity by negativity but rather suckling them with the positivity. Making them see that somehow no matter how hard they may try to pull you down, you have the deeper wisdom of yourself and you have this greater principle unbound with anybody's criticism and interrogations.