I was told by my dad to always listen to your body as it will communicate its needs. After a few weeks of putting antibiotics in and a few attempts to coax whatever it was out i grew alarmed as there were several other smart sores located a few inches a part under the scalp. There was a definate sensation that the sores were connected to each other. This is how my ordeal began.
It took three years of my life to find the path of understanding and recovery. I am bitter with the quack doctors at washington university school of medicine, dr. Anadkat in particular as he used me as subject matter with his rotating cast of interns. I do not understand his lack of ethics, morals, and severe misdiagnosis. I was dealing with skin rashes that would cluster to form deep plaques. Sores that would persist even a layer of skin that healed over it. The sores seemed to network with each other. I was trying to remove ingrown hairs but thats not what it was.Often i would use impliments in order to remove the exasperating sensation of something there that does not belong. Dr. Anadkat did not run a biopsy during any of the dozen apptmts. He did prescribe sickening loads of antibiotics, steroids, and very dangerous psychiatic medicine that i believe he should not have had any logic to use. I changed irreparably due to less than a week of taking mirtazipin. My personality, intelligence, my attitude towards life had diminished die to a nightmare few days on mirtazapin. I lost strength and confidence in myself. My marriage and friendships suffered. I was beginning to suffer deeply from psychological issues that all stemmed from the rash of sores that now covered my neck and bald scalp. My hair did not grow back correctly and i still had to remain presentable as a professional. My life was falling apart. Other symptoms had begun that were excruciating and terrifying. Neuropathy and nerve damage sensations throughout my body. Body movements and twitching in electric jolts of severe pain. My gastro intestinal system was a mess my stomach in pain and my guts seemed to not hold well. Then the very real amd disheartening brain fog. One would get stuck in a task. Time became difficult. Everything became challenging. The easy tasks of getting to work had developed into daily battles of epic proportion. And this was still a year and a half before i found out about morgellons which then led me to the 6th annual morgellons conference in austin texas, thier latest scientific research results were showing that morgellons was directly related to the bacterial infection of the spirochette borrelia burgdorferi. Similar to syphillis this is the bacteria that causes chronic lyme disease.
Here is an example of a young ladies lyme rash.
https://www.thesun.co.uk/fabulous/6234517/teenager-depression-actually-battling-lyme-disease/#
You can read her story here:
https://www.thesun.co.uk/fabulous/6234517/teenager-depression-actually-battling-lyme-disease
