It wasn't until I "woke" that I slowly started to realize I NEVER truly seeked for answers to my questions. I used to always think when I was a kid, why do we go to war? Why are there people who go hungry in the world. When I was a little older my questions were why am I wasting my time in highschool ? Then it moved onto why am I going to college, for a piece of paper? Then it became why are people working at jobs they hate? I really never truly sought answers to my questions sadly. If I had I would have realized much sooner in life that things are not exactly as they seem. Below is a video of Ole Dammegård at the Open Mind Conference, in it he explains the "shows" we see on TV, hope you will take a look!