"I had a dream last night... you were cheating on me"
"I can't exactly cheat on you, we broke up, remember?"
"I know, the whole "I'm uncomfortable" excuse"
"It's not an excuse... I just"
"You just what? Can you even name a single thing I did wrong? Did I neglect you? Was it because of my looks? What was it?"
"I'm just uncomfortable, I love you, but as a friend"
"sure didn't seem that way last night, or every time I paid for your trips to the mall"
"I don't know, something changed"
"sounds like empty excuses to me, do you know how humiliated I feel right now? You said you were in love with me so many times, and in less than a conscious thought you changed your mind after a whole year, you just don't do that to another human being for Christ's sake!! I gave you my everything, my time, my faith, my money, MY GODDAMN SOUL!!!"
"I know I'm not making a lot of sense, but this is what I really want"
"Yeah, this week, but what about next? What about when you try to please mommy and daddy bringing a nice girl home only to tank at another stupid attempt of being straight? Then what? Do we get another round in this hell roller coaster?"
"I don't know..."
"was it all a game to you? All about the money for your stupid whims?"
"No, I did love you, and you're an amazing guy"
"Don't you dare to give me the "you're a great guy" speech, you're just a child trying to live off of looks and appearances"
"Maybe I am..."
"You break my heart, trample all over my dignity and the best you have is "Maybe I am"?"
"I don't know what else to say"
"How about an apology? A fucking reason to all this?! Hell, I don't know what I'm expecting, you're so messed up, you don't care about anybody but yourself"
"I care about you... even if you don't believe me..."
"right, that's why you dumped me like that"
"I don't know what you expect from me, if I stay with you like this it won't be real"
"That's some paper thin excuse right there, admit it! You're just scared of what other people might say"
"You know what? Yes! I am! I don't want people judging me! I don't want my family hating me! Looking at me like I'm some kind of monster!"
"Damn you... damn you to hell..."
"It's OK, I know I deserve it... all your hate..."
"You never really got me did you?"
"what do you mean?"
"I can't hate you... Because I fucking love you..."
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