Days ago I saw on the internet the video of a girl who takes her life throwing herself from a building, this made me feel very sick and I did not even see the full video. Right now I do not remember how I got to that video, I just saw it. The strange thing about this is that I dreamed it several times, but in my dream, the one that commits suicide is me. Tired of these dreams I decided to go to the psychologist, all great until it was my turn to enter and when I was going to do it, I thought it was a nurse. She approached me and said softly: "Trust him, look what he did to me" the door It slammed shut and she disappeared before my eyes. I did not resist the fear and I came home, I am here thinking that going to the psychologist was the worst thing I could do and now I have a new concern. It did not take me out of my mind to see how that nurse disappeared before my eyes and not only that, that phrase she told me.