I have so many dreams, so many plans, so many thoughts and most of them so crazy and are as crazy as the crypto market with its volatility, excitement, and fear. But my life here in this world had gone so loco already so I just might ride its craziness and apply it to me for my own benefit like I am already doing in the process.
The only factor that I am not having a luxury of having is time because my time would run out even before I would get to achieve one of my goals. But I am hoping God to allow me to make my parent's lives safe, secure, and comfortable even before I leave this world.
But who knows? I might even live for more than five years and witness and experience the price rise of BTC into levels unimagined but currently predicted and speculated today. It is possible I think because I really do not feel that I am dying, it is just my bones that are really making my life miseried.
But my forst goal is to have my parathyroid surgery. That procedure will allow me to forgo with my parathyroid medical therapy with my Cinacalcet which means that I can finally eat with enjoyment and glee in my heart. No more nausea caused by my dreaded medicine mentioned.
Next stop is to get a Kidney transplant, now that is like having myself reborn as one of my friends had said after getting her own transplant about 16 years ago. I hope that she is still fine today and doing good. But of course transplanted kidneys are not permanent and would fail after sometime which is sad if the patient cannot afford another round of transplant.
Again that is one crazy plan that I have and if I can really afford it I will just pounce on it just to make my life better. It might be quite too late but I would risk it as the risks really will be worth the benefits that I will get from it.
Next stop is the surgery to correct my mouth's bone enlargement. The enlargement of my facial bone is not only in the outside but also in my mouth. That is why I am having some trouble eating. So I just want some of teh enlagred bones there to get removed so that it can help me with my eating.
Then there is my teeth problem that is needing some correction too because I could not bite as my teeth in front are parted due again to my facial bone expansion.
After that if my backbone could get fixed as well and I do not know if it is possible I will have it fixed. If there is a procedure or a technology to elongate my backbone again then if I could afford it again I will just grab the opportunity to have it applied for me.
Those are just some of my crazy health plans for myself not to mention my pans for my parents in particular but it is better to dream about it since there is still some hope I see in the distance that God might help me in my plans in life. It means that it takes a miracle for some these plans to get into fruition for me and with that I needed more prayers from you my friends all over the world.