30 Day Creative Post Challenge day #2 What do you want to be when you were a child?

Day 2 : What do you want to be when you were a child? Have you become it?What would you be if you could choose another carreer?

Those are the questions/ suggestions for the day 2 of the contest https://steemit.com/writing/@bkdbkd/30-day-creative-post-challenge : 

Here is my answer..

 

 
As a child I wanted to make documentaries, I loved watching animals and I dreamed of running around the world. Then I wanted to treat them and become veterinarians, then nun when i joined the catholic community and then singer when  I met the spice girls on tv. 

A designer when i discovered comics, a artist when i discovered ancient art and a writer when i discovered Harry Potter books. 

I studied as a nurse assistant, it was not my passion i did it just because everyone told me that it's a good way for find a good job than i discovered it was a lie. 

I say " God why i not follow my passions?" .

But i must admit im still confused about them. I have many interests but not a true passion that burn like fire. 

One maybe, writing. 

I wish i could be able to write well in english, that it's not my native language but i still need to improve my skills in english. 

Writing was my biggest passion. I writed short stories since i was 12 and of course i love to read too, i read a lot of books and follow a lot of writers, reading is my second biggest passion. 

 
I am one of people who cares about everything, but does not elaborate anything and this is my big fault .

Actually i work as " Cook assiatant" and " waitress/barlady" in a familiar restaurant, some days i love my job, others days i hate it, i love my costumers that's true, they are friendly and now i call each of them by name, they are like friends to me and i am happy to serve them a hot coffee or a hot snack. 

I have a kind attititude by nature and i am a caring girl.

But sometimes this kind of job can be stressfull, especially when my mood is not sunny but i need to have a forced smile on my face. 

Sometimes i also confess i feel ambitious and i think i deserve a better job, my vain mind say " You are too smart for work as a waitress" 

But i still do not find a way to express myself properly. 

Maybe it's a lack of courage or maybe i still need to find my way and to be brave enough to follow it....

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