Didn't get your name in the video, so.... MrWang, dude, I feel ya. I'm with you, brother. I've never come out completely with all the things I'm dealing with, but it's probably right in line with what you talked about in the video -- ADHD, OCD, hypo-mania (bi-polar 2). Ya... really struggling to make it all work right now. I can dive super deep into my work only to find out that I'm way out there on my own. It's also not the easiest thing when it comes to work either. Sometimes, you know... we just want to go way beyond and no one's asking for that.... so, one Idea I had was to form this group: http://bit.ly/2caVagP -- thinking that if there were enough of us, we'd all kind of bring projects to the table and figure out a way to do consulting work of some type. I've also been experimenting w/ creative ideas like this one about a strange dream. ---- Anyway, I'm with you man. Keep doing what you're doing and I'll follow you. -- Lee