Noobs (and even not so noobs) take a good long look at this picture:
Have you ever really watched a dog chase its tail?
It scrambles around, grabs it's own tail, bites down nice and hard and hurts itself. Then it gets pissed off, chases it even faster and stops for a bit to catch its breath and let the pain ease up. Then what does it do? bam it starts chasing it all over again only to bite itself again and again and cause even more pain.
THAT is what you look like when you chase after all these crypto pumps and buy in waaaaaaaaaaay too late.
(antshares comes to mind here)
You are letting your emotions lead you. Stop that. Just stop. Learn your lesson, let your tail heal and don't do it anymore.
Emotional investing will bite you in the ass every single time. Leave your emotions at the door and treat this as a business and you'll save yourself a huge amount of frustration and headaches... as well as a lot of money.