If I'm correct, your decision was in the making for quite a while, it's a pity that it didn't work out, both for you, and Hive. Hive is not perfect, and a decentralised platform never will be, there are just too many variables at play. Ultimately it all depends on our principles and how perfect we want our world to be.
I hope you will stick around in some form (lurk around in the background?) and maybe one day you'll feel it's worthwhile to resurface again. Either way, take care, and maybe we'll catch up in Weston 😁 Brighton
RE: The rising dilemma