We'll it doesn't matter anymore...
I was really naive...
Not knowing what people think of me...
As if I was a self centered person...
The hell with those thoughts of mine...
So what I did is take a bath...
And scrub my body...
Scrubbing hard as I can...
Just to hurt my self...
Why do I think this way...
After taking a bath...
I wear my cycling jersey...
It was a wonderful early morning...
I decided to go ride tagaytay..
I was riding my bike...
I can feel the wind...
It was cold...
Gushing to my face...
And thinking to myself...
Although I had a difficult night...
With a pain I felt...
Throughout most of my life...
I never been this sure...
I've never encountered people...
That are intimidated by my near-constant migraines...
But with her she was never afraid of dealing with them...
Nothing could’ve been further from the truth...
How my heart has ached whille pedaling my bike...
I struggle to find time to get back to myself and focus on road...
Why am I being like this...
Am I overthinking...
I put up my earphones and listen to radio to clear my mind...
Damn this songs...
Then played another song ‘Say You Won’t Let Go’ by James Arthur
next is ‘Before I Let You Go' by free style
and it goes on with these songs Till I Found You’,
‘This Time’, & ‘Missing You’ by Freestyle,
‘Why Can’t It Be’ & ‘I Don’t Want To Be Your Friend’ by Nina,
‘Lay Me Down’ by Sam Smith, and ‘Secret Love Song’ by Morrisette
I was completely Erraptured by them...
Is the DJ played songs for me...
Are these songs too lonely for me???
This are beautiful songs...
The songs are like part of me that morning...
So it doesn’t at all feel lonely listening to them...
Dang! i was setting my mind and pretending everything is alright...
Then that time I didn't realize ...