You're an entrepreneur who accidentally got caught in the wrong line of work. Running a legitimate business is a lot easier, safer, and it can grow a lot faster and bigger. I really believe that people like you only get stuck doing what you do because that was the first "gap" you saw. Drop what you're doing and start going to hackathons, incubators and conferences, start scouring the papers and website for sale websites, and see how easy it is to run a legit business and make good.