I have tried many psychedelics and nothing was like DMT. DMT gave me 'sight' . It was clear sight about 50% of the time. I could see with my eyes closed, and they were talking. 'They' were without bodies. They said to me "We create the universe". There were no words , there was my inner self and I felt a group who 'spoke' to my soul. This was beyond words and similar to telepathy .
I heard my self speak to myself.. I said "They are pleased with you " .
I'm reluctant to tell this part but it did happen ... the very first time I smoked it . They said "Ah ha.. the Christ "
I was filled with guilt and my heart said "NO! What have you done!" I broke out of the trance when I heard that. I know I'm not the Christ... but what did that mean really anyway? I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders as If I was to be a martyr like he was.
I wanted to do it again to get answers, at least some. I needed to believe in more that just this world . So I decided to take a really big hit.. about 400 to 500 mg of Changa. This is what happens ...
You close your eyes and a vibration hits you WAM!
With your inner eyes you see a cube forming and building. You hear a voice from within that says "You've done it now" but this voice is loud. The image of a building, morphing living cube gets to a critical mass and then BOOM, lift off.
Usually there is a guide there. I have meet an Indian energy (not native American) there and others that surrounded him. I've been guided by a Mexican soul or spirit and also a Russian energy. I don't know why. But they were VERY welcoming and I was very happy to meet them.
But I had to back off from using it. This DMT hits the pineal gland, and the pineal gland is similar to crystal, and crystal is used to transmit waves. So in a way it's similar to Astral travel when you take this chemical. I have realized in my use that there are good AND bad places you can go.
The last few times I did this, I met and brought back the Devil. Who ever , what ever that is.. This is what I FELT it was.
He spoke throught me, through my voice and I was aware. I spoke another language, briefly. I filmed some of it also. This energy I call the devil showed me things. He showed me the tree of life...???? Also he showed me the throne , and it was a cross. He said things like "Ah ha, seeker of truth, AH HA."
I stopped doing this because he kept coming back. He told me "Accept Ah ha."
My heart hurt the last time I smoked the substance, physcially . I felt as if God would take my life for what I was doing? These things were feelings and not so much mind-thought.
I was shown many things, little that I remember and even less that I understood. I walked next to marching armies. I was shown a vast underground where they were.
This stuff is dellicate my dear friends. Be careful and DON'T mix these things with ANTI- DEPRESSANTS !!! Hell, don't do them at all. It can be scary , because it seem so real.I think it was real, although I don't underestimating the power of the mind. But if you must try this, I would make sure your healthy , spiritually and physically and emotionally. I was and it still gave me an encounter with the archetype of Satan.
Love you guys.
