I am Ana freitas, I have 19 years, and four months ago I started me feel weird, did not want to leave the room for anything, could not eat, sleep, and did not want more than to continue to live, so I decided to seek medical help, to know what was happening to me, to my sorrow when I said to the doctor what I was feeling, he looked deep into my eyes as if trying to encourage me.
He said: I'm sorry to tell you this, but you need to know. You're depressed ...
My reaction
When he said that I was depressed seems that the world had fallen on my head, I could not say anything, just looked down and began to collapse in tears and more tears .He went drugs, consultations, and after coming out of hospital my life was never the same .When I got home I collapsed in tears, I could not go to school, I could not look at no one.
How I reacted
After I discovered that I was depressed, my life turned to the contrary, I could no longer follow a normal life because my routine changed completely, I began to experience symptoms of depression, and gradually falls in me, and finally I believed I was depressed. Do not go out to any party or to any place for 1 year and 9 months, and when I decided to leave got sick, I could not dance, make friends, I felt the most horrible person in the world, I began to cry and went home.
Arriving home
When I got home, I took a shower and went to bed as has become usual, did not take long for me to start crying. So I decided to sleep, but did not want to sleep because I did not sleep and wanted to sleep, but the remedies left me doped, and ended up sleeping. When I woke up I try to eat something, I could not even look at food, I began to realize I was losing weight fast, and I was getting very thin ...
My motivation
I began to look in the mirror and started crying to see me in that state awful, I cried until no more tears in my eyes, so I decided to go to my aunt's house named Helena, she helped me with was therefore treated me like a daughter she never had, she has four sons, another was like my brother, the youngest, called Nando, he has 1 year and 5 months, the other three are called John 18, Antonio 7, and Rui 5 years ...
Tomorrow I will write another post about my motivation, my positive points and who really helped me.