Hey Hive account@mandyteacup, thanks for sharing this. It takes a lot of efforts and courage just to give voice to our minds in such moments, so please, be kind to yourself.

I just wrote a post about anxiety and depression, it's a glimpse of my experience but maybe some words can resonate with you today.
Keep strong, you are not alone, you are loved. <3
https://steemit.com/selflove/@kimlucy/late-night-thoughts-2-or-how-i-shaped-my-relationship-with-anxiety-and-depression