People think depression is sadness, Peaople think depression is crying. People think depression is dressin in black? But people are going fault . Depression is the constant feling of being numb. Being numb to emotion, to lie, You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again, Days aren't really days; they are just annoying olostacles that need to be faced and how do you face them? though meducation through drinking, through smoking, through cutting, you goes onto anyting that can get you thourgh the day, Thats what depression is, not sadness or tears, its the real sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can helps you make the day and sleep, But you know why people cut ? Because its a distraction for one moment you dont feel all the pain, the lies, the hurt, All you feel is that razor going into your skin, the blood dripping down your arm,stomach. All you think about the blood, And the addicting part? Well, That's when all hurts and pain comes back, when the cuts isnt fresh and you cant feel all the build up of sadness, and lonliness inside you, So you have to do it again, but a little deeper so the numbness will lost longer, The pain inside will be delayed longer, and as the pain inside gets coorse and worse, And you have then to make the pain inside, Its all about control, You cant control the pain on the inside so you get to control it on the outside. Everything is temporary