I once had a very negative aspect on life. I could not understand why me? What did i do that caused me to have these circumstances that lead me in a path of depression and anxiety. Growing into much more before finding a path. A bright path of so much greatness and harmony. This path ran me so ragged that i didn't know where to go or what to do at times. many times. I would spend so much time staring at the ceiling or an object to clear my head. I would often forget what I was angry about but know i was so unhappy that I stayed angry anyway. Not wanting to even let go for the moment and live life. I believe that what we must do to achieve a better life for ourselves is to as i used to say "fake it till you make it" or be positive in the moment regardless of the way that your energies are feeling in the moment. Be of light and positivity, Speak of light and positivity, act in the moment as you want others to act. Give in to the moment and be positive and positivity will flow more easily. Be in it, act in it, live life to the fullest and got outside and smell the air and look around. You are not alone.