Steemit is a good platform to vent your frustrations, but it doesn't beat one-on-one help. As you said:
> I tell my mom. "I need help. .I need to talk to someone about my deppression."
Please consider the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
- 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
Best of luck.
RE: Well, depression has set back in.