At the age of 6 years old, I was grade 1 in elementary, when I observed and knew that I have this special personalities and manifestations of being a gay, like I used to talked to my girl classmates whose my friends until now than my boys classmates.
SOCIETY-BULLYING :
As one of the Gay in this judgemental world, I got bullied, I guess a thousands times when I stepped out in our home, I get mad, disappointed, loner and trying to fight those persons who underestimate my personality. The feeling of your not belong to the community, and judge by many, and it really hurts !
FAMILY :
In our family, I cannot deny the fact that my parents are both against on my gender,they keep on asking me to change, and do extra activities as what the straight man does. It is really hard for me to adjust those advices from my parents, because I know, that even if I'll do what they are saying, deep inside in my heart is against on my physical activities.
SINNER :
Yes, everyone of us commit sins, as human as we are, we are sinners, and as Gay as I am, I've experienced on the same sex relationship, that was my first time, unfortunately we end up our relationship and last for 16 days only. sounds funny right?? however, losing him is not my lost , a lesson learned instead. In my life today, I am an active leader at the Church, I admit that I am not perfect, that is why Prayer in my great practice wherever I go, and whatever I do. I always ask to God for the things I have done wrong, and thanking God for the unending blessings he shower upon me and my family.
PROFESSIONALISM :
Yes , I am Gay, but the way I dressed out, I look like the straight Guy, I admit that I am not fun of dressings like girls, I don't know why, but I just don't like. In my workplace, everyone respect me, and accept my personality. Maybe Professionalism is always in us and that makes me alive and productive on my work. I am happy despite of my past experiences, the judgements I received could be a tool for my success. I am Gay and Happy !
My question is , would you respect Me?