Diary,
I met someone five (5)days ago. His name is Lot, sorry I won't spell his full name, I also won't be talking much about him for now. I am postive that we'll get to discuss of him sometime, but that time isn't now.
Today, I really just needed to tell you that I am Sad. Actually pained. Pained because a loved one, someone I'd begun to love and think of as important, is ill. The thing ìs, most times he's lonely and unhappy but other times, gosh, he is too exuberant even for he's age.
He's smart, he's loving, he's beautiful, yes beautiful because I'm describing his soul.
He plays the guitar😁, pretty well I must add and he sings too, in that baritone kind of voice you and I both sigh to😂.
He's also 16 and my sweetheart💋.
Yesterday he told me he might break my heart soon, because he is at a breaking point. I know what he means. Even been lonely and not having much people to talk, sometimes drives even me crazy, but yea, that's why I have you.
Anyway, he says he's in d mood to act out he's frustrations, and I quite get it, funny thing tho is, I'm cool with it.
I'm cool with anything that relieves him a bit of the stress, anything that would take his mind off his worries, except anything that would even slightly harm him.
When he said this, I became worried. I know he thinks it's because he said it would likely break my heart but no. My heart can take it if it makes him feel better, what it won't take, is if this heartache he aims to cause ends up hurting him remotely in the tiniest way.
I talked to him today anyway, hence my sadness, he feels better a little. I just hope he knows without a bit of doubt that he is fast becoming my favourite person in the world.
Your Sad Friend,
Coco💋.
Lest I forget, the wigs from yesterday, I am already on the fourth (4) wig, forgive me tho for not being in mood to share the pics today, I will, sometime in the days ahead. (STILL SAD COCO💋)