Hahaha... , you just got everyone in suspense on what you are going to do.
But it is true, girls are very much afraid to be judged, long for society acceptance (boys too); but just as you have said, you got to be there for yourself.
I went through my journey of realising loving myself is crucially as important as how my faith teaches me; that I have a Heavenly Father who loves me first
(Ahem, pardon my digression)
Nevertheless have fun in whatever you are doing (or was going to do), and hope you didn't hurt yourself along the way...
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