A little while ago I wrote about my streaming past in Twitch (link to the post) and said that due to real life reasons I had to quit doing that. One of the reasons was that at that time streaming didn't pay enough money that I could continue doing that. I had to end it and get to work. I mean, life is busy and full-time streaming next to a full-time job AND being a mother to a wonderful daughter is something that can not be done without burning yourself out.
I was sad about it, because streaming has always interested me. I play games almost every day. Every night after work I snatch some hours of my sleep time to play games. It is something that I just can't shake off and I know I never will. I will be a 80 years old grandmom one day! :D
Sometimes good things happen when you least expect them.
I made it to this week's @Dlive Stars list! --> check the post
It was a good feeling to wake up noticing something like this. I have been in a pretty dark place for a really long time and faced so much disappointment and depression in my life. Things never go the way I hope them to go and I've faced the fact that nothing good ever happens to me. @DLive proved me wrong this time! I don't even know what to say so I hope that you can stand my rambling for now. My mind is going crazy here!
I am so grateful that there is a platform like Steemit, where I can share ALL my hobbies like blogging, gaming and streaming. I am so happy that Steemit and @DLive have given me the motivation to start streaming again. I am so happy for the support I am getting here. Maybe this time it will work the way that I can go full-time one day? HOPES UP!
I am so happy that there are people, all my followers and future followers, who like that I do here on the platform. I am happy that you're here with me. Right now. Anyway I hope you pretty much got that I am really happy right now. Thank you for making me feel this way! We are ALL going to make wonders in Steemit! I believe in each and every one of you!
I am so thankful for everyone who is supporting me on this road, but especially those guys:
He is the one who informed me about the @DLive campaign to see if I was interested. I wouldn't be where I am now if he hadn't done that! He has been doing art and game streams on @DLive as well and he is definitely the best duo partner in PUBG you could find!
Thank you for leding me into @DLive!
One day while in work I hopped by his stream to check the guy out. I typed about 9 lines in his stream chat when I had to close it and continue doing the work. NINE LINES! And within those nine lines we somehow connected really fast and the next thing I know I was playing PUBG with the guy and his friend 
Oh, and
Thank you for all of your support and sharing your motivation and good vibes!
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and the rest of @DLive Fam!
The 3 names mentioned were the first ones on DLive Discord to support and notice me and the rest of the @DLive Fam has been amazing to me as well. I am still getting to know you guys, but so far you only seem like the people I was supposed to meet with. For the very first time in a very long time I feel like I am exactly where I belong and it is amazing to feel that way. You are the family I couldn't even dream of, but randomly got adopted into.
Thank you for making me feel this way!^
