Um, I'll just say it guys, i'm being affected by some of the stuff i'm talking about, its as though since I started talking on here, at night, bad shit happens. I wake up a sweat most nights, hence why I elect to stay up into ungodly hours of the night because for me, they Are ungodly.
This isn't like what Donald Marshall goes through, this is more like being messed with in a mental way, strange incoherent but totally real feeling experiences where its so clear at the time then becomes immediately vague when I wake up, I never used to have experiences like this, they've all but increased as of late. Its beyond my control.
I've felt depressed and anxious to a degree normally that I can control but recently its felt.. different.. it is hard to explain. And I'd rather not go into great detail about stuff because ultimately it doesn't matter its just nonsense that rich people pull on weaker people for kicks.
The detail in these dreams (If it Is REM Cloning) Is so specific.. I mean in dreams.. dreams feel like time jumps around and its free flowing its not exactly coherent but I find myself having dreams where people are saying things to me or I am doing or watching a certain thing and its so specific, sometimes it repeats over and over, it doesn't feel like a stream of unconsciousness it feels like being stuck in a place while people drug you and chat at you or make you go through weird scenarios, and every time I get close to working something out I involuntarily wake up, like I was de-activated.
These feelings guys, I never used to have these feelings then in the last few nights of having strange dream after strange dream I feel like its been forever since starting this.
I'm just gonna continue posting stuff I spose but this has been affecting me for days. I think its just gonna get worse.
Suddenly I am understanding mentality of Donald more. His apprehension in saying things.
If I keep talking I think its gonna get worse, but I have to keep talking, because its already worse than most people can fathom.
In one words, guys, gals..
Fuck.
They get you in your dreams people, they can get you in your fucking dreams.
Imagine what kinda devil you'd need to be to want to do this to people.
Its sad, pathetic loser, nonsensical innocent people fuckery.
It must be stopped. Or else it won't stop.
