For the first time in my life @ age of 27 , i was thrilled to see a person die before my eyes
Around an hour ago , i went to hospital near J&K Govt hospital in India while my trip was going great . I thought being a US citizen where medical insurance is compulsory , here in India its a choice !
#dafuc !!!!!!!!!!!!!
the person died in front of my eyes ! i kept trying to call every person possible to get some help :(
this was a fking disaster to me , it killed my soul as i was not able to help the person due to lack of money !
before 2 hours i was posting memes on dmania ..
last 30 minutes i saw something that took shit out of my soul ..
for instance i thought fk everything .. i need to help him ,,
why god why i asked !
this is worst experience in my life , i have had 3200$ but the return journey is also going to cost me 1100 bucks !
i thought maybe i can do more because i had 2100$ left .. till the time i went to western union .. someone from relatives called me & said what i was not willing to hear .. i wanted to help him 2100$ was enough to finally operate for dialysis !
First time in my life i thought why god why !
But He's Dead !
If i ask for donation here people would find it as a scam & downvote !
Well think what you think !
i dont need your votes .. my soul got crushed in 1-2 hours !
i dont even have any idea how to donate !
i dont know how ask people for donation !
& i m not in mood to understand anything !
#RIPsid .. sorry dear friend !
its going to be hard ! & you just gave me one big motive of my life !
If anyone willing to support give me a comment #RIPsid ...