digital art by @KDNeeley
2017-Feb-13th
I’m lost
I was floating, sailing, flying in the abyss of space
Beauty and beautiful nothingness were everywhere, were infinite
I wanted to reach the king
I don’t like him, in fact I despise him completely
I don’t know where he is
I felt a roar inside of me, a fire, a bursting
from my place in the great nothingness I opened my mouth
and the roar cried out
and I used the roar to sing and sing and sing
as I sang the nothingness around me was filled with vibrations
and it began to transform
I felt the beauty and the beautiful nothingness dancing all around me
I moved my arms into them both
I began to spin
I began to spin with them as I sang and sang
as I cried out
as I screamed
as I sang
as I called out meaning to the king
the world transformed around my voice
spinning and spinning
the beautiful and the beautiful nothingness
they became even more beautiful
transforming
brightness glowing stars
spinning
nebulas
spinning
we were all spinning
and I sang and sang and sang
cried and cried and cried
screamed and screamed
called out
sang with my anger
sang with my rage
sang with my desire
sang with my longing
my feelings and my voice were all the same
my body was a spinning vehicle for the voice
I just was
and in my dream
he heard me
in my dream
he began searching for me
because he could hear me