Hello,
By now I assume you have discovered me in my pale blue satin gown on my peach love seat, I can only hope with all my heart that I look peaceful.
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I can imagine the chaos happening now, the tears on everyone's face, the amount of love on social media page like on birthdays and everyone asking
"why didn't she just tell us?"
So in all honesty I now answer, being truthful in death as I would ever in life
I TOLD ALL OF YOU
I told you in clear words,
I told my problems to you as you busied yourself with your phone
I told my fears to you...as you answered that a "smile cures everything"
I called to apologize to those I wronged but they pointedly ignored me
I told you dear mother, dearest confidant but you told me "life was my stage and I should own it"
I told you dear bestie, but marriages do keep people busy.
I told all of you of my anxiety, my hyperventilation, my insomnia, my lack of happiness...but nobody listened.
Everyone heard but no one understood
So I put up a smile for the world, I worked hard to satisfy society... I satisfied everybody but lost myself.
So forgive me but I quit...!
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I want some quiet...right choice or not I must accept this...just bury me in the clothes I wear...they are my best
Life is a stage... And like every actress...I take a bow.
I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO GO THROUGH THIS, BUT NO ONE GETS TO LISTEN TO THEM. NO ONE GETS TO SEE THE STRUGGLE IN THEIR EYES. NO ONE GETS TO SEE THE FAKE SMILE THEY HAVE TO PUT UP EVERYDAY UNTIL IT'S TOO LATE
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE BECAUSE NO ONE REALLY KNOWS THE BATTLES THEY HAVE TO FIGHT DAILY TO BE WHERE THEY ARE TODAY
TAKE OUT TIME AND APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES, SPEND ENORMOUS TIME WITH THEM. TELL THEM HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU, BECAUSE THOSE LITTLE COMPLIMENTS CAN GO A LONG WAY AND BRIGHTEN A BAD DAY