I thought the day was going to start off great - everything seemed to be going that way, until Christina showed up. I usually like seeing Christina, including this time, and not seeing her for several weeks helped - plus she also looked pretty good. We hung out at Dom's spot and talked for about an hour or so, and then decided the leave to go hangout elsewhere. My brother stopped by and dropped off some slow (heroin) to me, and after we got to the spot, I gave her some, and this was her first of many thirsts to do all of my dope that she could without me realizing it.
We stayed at this spot way too long because she had to long in every bag she owned for "her dope". I've never really seen her with dope that she wasn't immediately doing - so I already thought this was just a ruze to try to make me feel bad and give her some. I didn't but gave her a little bit anyways.
We went dumpster diving which I can tolerate most of the time, but she wanted me to jump in the nastiest dumpster, then go to a plaza that I was trespassed at and she took her time doing everything there. After that I was over everything.
We went back to my camp, we talked a little bit, and she eventually passed out. I stayed up and tried to make some money flying a sign and came up miserable. I rode around trying to figure out what to do, and I eventually went back to my camp where she was still there, much to my surprise. She asked me to smoke a foil with her, told her I didn't have anything and said I was going back out flying. This time I did better flying, and I went to an old plug that I rarely see anymore for no good reason.
When I got to the plugs house, I was greeted inside, even though the plug asked when the last time I showered was (it had been awhile), also I had been sweating all day. The plug gave me some dope, I put it on the foil and hit it once and next thing I remember is waking up on the floor - they didn't have to narcan me, but it was close. She traded out the strong stuff for more of a weaker dope - which I was fine with.
When I got back to camp, Christina said she was sick and almost begged me to hit the stuff that put me down since I still had the foil. I said no. I gave her some of the weaker stuff and she hit it and passed out with the foil in her hands. I took it and left to go to the store. As I was leaving she yelled out to me "I thought we were smoking a foil!" - she got so high that she forgot that we did. I went to the store and I got a text message from Jamie asking for help - she needed me to "hit" her (shoot her with meth). Today I hit her pretty easy, she did a big shot and I did one right after. We talked about how I was going to get Christina away from my camp, but both luckily and unluckily she was already gone when I got there (I would've really liked to fuck her with that shot, but most likely made myself look stupid). I'm about to go to sleep and hope when I wake up it's a better day.
Just thought you hiveans would like to know what life is like for me, so hopefully I'll be posting more.