died a thousand times

Exclusive release here on dsound.audio. Was rejected four times due to artwork though i suppose it may be the title. Whats with the title? I suppose its a statement of sexual longing and an existential notion of surprise at still being alive. Have been dealing with deafening silence of solitude and isolation. It is as it is yknow? Was doing my tinder profile and shared that im not a nice guy nor alpha male. Guess im omega. Willing and able but not out to break hearts not get mine broke, happy new year fellow steemians. Remind yourself that no matter what this is the best of all possible worlds. Its up to us.