The Second Track to the Mixtape "Cracked the Codes" originally released in 2016.
Instrumental Produced by "Only Beats With Hooks"
Lyrics:
I look at my Reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
I’m losing my mind on eternity
And then I left the real me on the shelf. Oooh
I’m staring at my own reflection, no complexion
I mean who’s the kid I’m representing got no respect and
What the fuck am I doing to myself, I’ll eat an early grave
Who the fuck will I be, anxiety keeps me from being brave
And the confidence and courage almost feels too lost
My happy go luck nature just happened to be the cost
I mean I used to see a king, wanna rule the world
Now I’m lucky to leave my bed, just watch “my Name is Earl” man
At least he’s got his damn shit together and
I just wish I could do what he does in the day to day and
Make people laugh or cry, at least they feeling something
Coz I’m sitting here alone and cold, man I’m feeling nothing
The world was my ouster that’s how I used to feel
Why should I destroy myself when I should rebuild
Sometimes life just gets to hard it makes me wanna quit
I even thought about fuckin this game and just losing the spit.
I look at my Reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
I’m losing my mind on eternity
And then I left the real me on the shelf. Oooh
I never really ever like to point fingers believe but
All this messed up shit starts when you leave
You always found a way to be so damn consistent
Up each and every night feeling pain coz I missed it
I had this one shot and damn I just left it
I was a my peak and fuck I still regret it
You told me you were gone, I was just about to lose it
Trapped in my hysterics you said you wished it wasn’t true
Each and every time I leave a message or a call
I always hear you voice mail and it drives me up a wall
And off the bridge into the water of an eternal abyss
But in the midst of all this shit you turned into a bitch
The fall feels forever, it just keeps going on
And hell seems better than trying to make this strong
And trying to make this work, you’re a jerk I hope you hear it
I mean why would you lead me on for years and just leave it
I look at my Reflection in the mirror (I look at my reflection)
Why am I doing this to myself? (tell me why do I do this to myself)
I’m losing my mind on eternity (Losing my mind, I’m losing my mind)
And then I left the real me on the shelf. (Yo) Oooh
We back up in here with that, Infamous Legacy man!
HA HA, keep it real.
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