I've never put this particular version of this song on the internet before... it's a track that I had basically discarded.. I found it in a "trash" folder labeled as "Stars" in a folder of old .wav files I haven't looked at in years. I found it to be inferior to the actual track I went ahead and produced and was going to put on my 2012 album but decided not to.
(You can find that album on iTunes - at this link, just FYI)
(Fun fact, I titled the album 2012 because I thought the poles might shift in 2012, based on psychic predictions I had heard from Dannion Brinkley, and believed to be gospel. I might have had a little breakdown over the whole thing.. but we'll pretend that I was just experiencing artist angst. That happens, you know? Artists go angsty somtimes just for the sake of being angsty enough to create something that has some feeling to it.
Maybe that isn't really a thing that people do. Feels true, though.
Lyrics:
It's too quiet in this house
with my sweet angels fast asleep
I'm alone here in this room
and all my thoughts are rumbling deep
There's a window by my side
the Lady Moon is smiling, high
and as I gaze into the night
these raging questions flood my mind
And I see the stars there
swirling round
and how I wonder
just what we're all about
I sing my questions to the skies
and wait for answers
I know that I can't find
I can't find
My head is spinning like a dream
it won't slow down for anything
this life is bigger than we are
and all the clouds and trees and stars
So I'm sitting in this house
with shades of starlight in my head
when I should just run straight to bed
and pile the pillows o'er my head
But I see the stars there
swirling round
and how I wonder
just what we're all about
I sing my quetions
to the skies
and wait for answers
I know that I can't find
I can't find..
I see the stars there
swirling round
and how I wonder
just what we're all about
I sing my questions
to the skies
and wait for answers
I know that I can't find
I can't find
Song and angsty old silly picture I found ©2018 
(s. matthews)
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