I Can Only Eat Properly While Lying Down

I am just lucky enough now that I can chew without opening my mouth. When my facial deformity was just starting more than a year ago I could not drink fluids while sitting upright so I just choose to lay down and eat like this so that I could eta properly.

If I would sit upright the food in my mouth would spill out plus it is hard to swallow as well because of my neck condition as it really got affected by my backbone collapse and it made me hard to swallow while sitting.

So I just need to correct my mouth deformity by surgery and that is what I am trying to do, saving up so that I can realize my medical plans.