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Another late night session. Late nights seem to be the hardest for me to deal with for some reason. I think it's just the quiet, I don't know... This was/is a second verse for "Cold Sheets" that I recorded a few days ago. You can find that here. Thanks for all who are showing me love and everyone in #thecut who keeps doing their thing.
Lyrics
Kill me for my benefit, love. Don’t ever mention it
Irresistible mutagenesis - my depression is
The truth is evident, never get beyond it
Everyday a bomb hits, a military conflict
Special Ops convict, stuck inside a prison cell
Fighting with my inner self, give em hell
Might as well…
The picture painted is vivid, but can I live it?
When it’s time for forgiveness, I pivot, I can’t revisit
Killin all who solicit, this sickness it isn’t witnessed
Like liquid it sits diminished, until you throw yourself in it
Seconds shift into minutes, minutes they turn to days
Gun is aimed, bang bang, I instantly feel no pain
Can’t live with the strain of what my life had remained
Is my family ashamed? How will my death be explained?
momma’s love proclaimed, I’m lowered into my grave
So much I could say… God, just take me away