It's been exactly a week that I have been struggling mentally, thats why I haven’t been posting as frequently. Everything was fine, until I woke up one day and I was sad, angry, tired, and borderline depressed. It came out of the blue… and it happens sometimes. I lost motivation, and faith in myself. I thought it was just the day, since it was raining and I took the day off. Then the next day, it was the same thing... maybe it was my sleep. Spencer and I went away for two days, hoping it was the environment. And we worked on this project to help me express myself to you all about how I have been feeling lately. Expressing myself and editing this video (thank you 
I don’t know how to describe it.
It’s a mental struggle that creeps up on you somedays and it feels like everyone else around you is moving,
but your stuck.
Stuck in one place,
stuck with the same thoughts,
and everything around you becomes the hardest thing in the world.
And then you watch everyone,
just moving.
And you’re pummeling yourself further into this rut and you just end up feeling worse.
This may last a few hours,
a day,
or a week.
But you just have to take it day by day.
Try your best,
and be happy with your best.
The battle with yourself is the toughest battle you will ever fight,
don’t give in,
don’t surrender.
If you’re reading or watching this,
Thank you.
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