Hive account@jeronimorubio OK first off.... Great hair I love it lol Second, I cant believe that someone with as many subs and in general popularity mentions the smallest ant such as myself. I hated that video as soon as it uploaded which was 3-4 hours which is sad but thats on my internet. I'm working on my contrast positive video about this platform and that recent video is not me. My content is not serious and I'm mad at myself for uploading something so terrible and going after people that are way better me. We can all agree that youtube is a hostile environment and my perspective as a small person can only be taken as such. I literally hate myself for that video but I'm surprised that you found that to be a great video in comparison to the rest of the content I make. I just feel awful about it and at the same time proud that someone like you even took time out of your day to mention me so a huge thank you for that. I'm working on my positive 2 part rant I guess about Dtube and myself. After re watching my video I found out how my opinion should be looked at and how I need to fix my views on this site. This site is not youtube and thus should not be treated and compared as such. I'm just a cynic in that video and for my own personal honor I want to share more about myself because I feel that its time I talk about myself as a creator and my goals for being online. I still hold true to my not caring about crypto opinion but I honestly don't mind the 75 cents I own (thats a game of Mrs.Pacman at the bar for me lol). That video as I said is not how I wish to be reflected in general its not me and I will change that. Tbh I'm not used to anybody actually caring about what I have to say even if its a false voice in frustration at the time at least on the internet. There is just so much community and positivity on this site and as a young man who grew up with flash games, dial up, VHS, and cynical viewers calling out each other its both really cool and weird to me to see this much care and positivity on a site like this. To me this is foreign and weird.... but I like it :) I gotta get used to it. I've also seen your videos and I thought I subbed (but that goes to my buggy distaste for this site). I'm treating this like its some kind of youtube when its so much more. Again i'm making 2 videos one on my positive thoughts about my experience here. Then I'm finishing up a long time project of mine that really means a lot to me personally and will show off my more serious side (which I'm surprised you liked no one likes my serious side lol) Again thanks so much for criticizing me I mean it I'm a dumb kid that needs to put his foot in the right direction so thanks so much for the honesty you don't know how much it means to me. To anyone that reads this (which I dont expect many to read it) Please don't see that video as me... and If I caused anyone grief with that video I sincerely apologize like I said on the video I dont want THAT to be how people see me. (But thats my own fault for being angry in the moment) I think I'm the content that should be avoided and fall into obscurity I don't deserve the attention nor respect that nice people like you guys get. I need to just be real and myself I'm that way irl just not on the internet. I guess its time to be real about myself so I'll get back to that positive video and call it a night... GN EVERYONE TAKE CARE :)