Today I did not want to write!
It was a back and forth fight!
One part of me said take a break!
Another said this is a break you cannot take!
If I do not write my voice does not get heard!
I know that someone needs to read these words!
I decided that it is worth writing through my terror!
Feeling my terror and voicing it is not an error!
Ignoring my terror and keeping it inside gives my Saboteur gas for the ride!
To speak my voice is my choice!
On this timeline I cannot hide my voice!
I hid myself inside of my imagination!
I created a world in the recluse station!
I rode the highway inside of my heart!
I do not think that living from my heart is a bad part!
I am scared about stepping into my role!
I cannot keep myself inside the inward hole!
It’s dark inside when I do not give my gifts a place where they can show their face!
My role as a Way Shower I must embrace!
That is why I am writing through my terror!
I will not sabotage myself with this error!
