I like that. I think you are right. I woke up with these insights, but immediately had to face all the ego issues in an intense emotional purge or dark night of the soul, which is the process you describe at full speed - fast as we can take it. It would ease the shock to meditate on insecurities and reflect on past experiences, before an awakening, but many of us hold on to the last thread of our old life. Thx for the insight.