Okay, I get it :( ... you tried. You actually even surpassed your "pushing capacity." ...FANTASTIC
QUESTION: WHAT CHANGED ? NOTHING.
Truth is, giving up never really made anyone or anything better. All it does is to push the "worry-date" to LATER.
People say "you win or learn", and I agree, BUT there is an underlying factor in this statement that many fail to see.
NOW YOU ARE ASKING THE RIGHT QUESTION... ;)
WHAT? very simple... CHOICE
Before you start any task, be conscious of the fact that your mind already has been conditioned on what to expect as an end result, and whether to interpret it as a WIN or a LOSS .
And even it did not go according to plan it is still in your hands to CHOOSE to LEARN from the
experience.
Remember the only person that can limit you is the guy at the other end of your mirror.