I really appreciated your post.
I share with you this quote from the famous writer Eckharte TOLLE, that I recommend you read his book "THE POWER OF NOW" which includes everything you mentioned in this post
“Time isn’t precious at all, because it is an illusion. What you perceive as precious is not time but the one point that is out of time: the Now. That is precious indeed. The more you are focused on time—past and future—the more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is.”
― Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment

Kind Regards Hive account@aminekad from Morocco.