Recently, I have been overwhelmed by too many commitments and thoughts.

Within a short span of 1 month, I plunged straight into Youtube & back to blogging on my website.

Followed by chancing upon Steemit and Dtube.

Right now, I spend majority of my time creating content on these two AWESOME platforms as compared to Wordpress or Youtube.

Not only I have these to commit but also my full-time job, my side businesses and right now I will be having an additinal commitment - my studies.

All these are slowly ripping me apart; taking a toll on me. The reason why I am spreading myself this thin and doing a litle of everything is partially because I am afraid that if I go laser focus on one aspect. I might regret.

For E.g. if I were to work and not study, I am afraid that few years down the road, I will regret not studying when I was still able to.

Another possibility would be, if I were to abandon my side hustles and concentrate on working full-time and my studies. "What if the company fires me?" "Who can I rely on?"

Also... "If I were to focus all in on my side businesses, I doubt I will make enough for me to survive."

Such thoughts are killing me from doing what I truly desire.

I am working in a full-time job to survive.
I am studying a part-time degree for my parents' sake.
I am creating side income for my future family.

The only thing I am doing for myself that I enjoy is writing, my only avenue to vent these emotions & thoughts.

If you have read from the beginning till the end.

Thank you for reading !

Also, If you have any constructive suggestions for me.

I thank you in advance.

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