This is huge and my response should be huge. I have to cut it down into pieces. I have done similar research and admire how you can condense into this. It is a massive rabbit hole and extremely interesting once you go down it.

The illustrations within this article are perfect and beautiful. I love the ROA street art bird moving gif, yet the others are works of art as well.

From my first read I will say that YES the internet has lost a lot of information since it's inception. We are now all corralled into wikipedia, britannica, ny post etc. Searching beyond page 2/3 on a search engine and get the same stuff come up in your face. Geocities got deleted a few years ago and it was primitive but at least small voices were easy to find with alternative views, opinions and ideas to think about. I read a lot of books on this subject in the 90s and think still about this all. But it only makes sense in my head, and I can't put it on paper/written essay.

The history is there to compare. You can fascinate over it for years and connect dots but in the end, to me anyway. What does it mean to my life? If I see another side to what is going on, how do I want to live my life? How can I escape a false system and be self-sufficient?

It goes back to Nietzsche for me. There is a master race and a slave race. Slave we are taught, by religion that is good to be wretched and poor because in the after life (heaven) we will be looked after. Is there any proof of this heaven? No. Yet people wishfully live their NOW life for rewards in ANOTHER life. How absurd is that? The master want people to serve them as they have strength and will to power. Sinful this is labelled. Then Nietzsche says we should question what is good - not be a slave morality. Everything we know is corrupt. Yes please question everything but not many do.

So basically all of what you have written above I agree. And when you know what you say above what do you do about it? Can we/I adapt to being positive yet not playing the system and living life free? What is the next step when you agree with what you are explaining? What is freedom?

I can't put it into words.

I don't deny global warming but it is the sun cycle solar minimum/maximum. Global warming is nothing new.

What I think I am trying to say is not think so deep about it all when you know it is not quite right. It is not selfish to do what you think is right for yourself. You cannot convince everyone otherwise as they are too conditioned to even care.

I will be back I know I can articulate it better. My main message is yes there is a dark occult happening. How do you make your life free of it or work so that you are not accepting it? Unless you give in and go along with it That has always been my problem to get my head around since the 90's when I started to snap out of it. When Saddam started to toss Skuds at Israel and I thought I would investigate why do I always hear about Israel and Palestine and why is there a war in the Gulf? It started me on the same investigation. And what I know I try to make my life work when ignorance is never going to be bliss. It's fucking hard.