Honestly I'm a bit sorry for the origin of acting without thinking, just because a momentary "injections of motivation" of a book I do a lot of stupid things, the reality is what we want and the purpose of life can vary all the time, so do not let go of what already exists only to pursue the 1 goal that we now feel is important because maybe in the end it is not as important as what you think, still enjoy all the comfort and blessings that exist in your life, step slowly and "gradually" to try new things outside the comfort zone You, and when the time is right you can "jump" to a better choice.
