One week for this contest I hope to be able to say the last week was good and the next week looks to be good too. But this will not be that week. I am in a constant mess with money, health, and other issues and not seeming to find my way out.
In an hour or so I will be cleaning out all the STEEM money I have and hoping it will be enough to pay the rent which is once again late. If this is not enough, now what? I do not know. Since I am talking about around $100 usd each month, this situation is completely ridiculous.
As I see now, the STEEM price is above 17 cents again and the sbd is 83. So much for the $1 usd peg thing on the sbd. And with the fork coming up and author rewards set to halve, I am going to be in a bigger mess as time goes on.
I look at the votes I get on my three blogs and see so many people helping me. I am so grateful for every vote. But the help is not enough and I worry continually.
This is when I am not in bed resting since I am barely eating and feeling constantly sick.
At this point, I am just trying to keep going and not fall apart. It’s not like the cavalry is coming. I have to figure my own way out.
My photo for this post is of a delicious meal I had at one of the local spots near me in Desa Setapak Kuala Lumpur Malaysia. It's sort of a buffet where you grab what you want and everything I got this day was excellent.
The photo is supposed to be for a tasteem post, but I did not get any photos of the scene. So I need to go back again and hopefully will soon. The omelet you see was particularly good and I will get another piece of it again.
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