For you, a woman who may never understand how a man's intentions and hearts are. Yes ... A man who is just present in your life. Starting from his admiration, he often asks how to master lessons, how to organize, and how to organize activities.
However, slowly all these things just like camouflage. He started telling about his life. He told me all about love. He began to confuse about the heart
From then on, your mind wanders into the sky. Assuming with all possibilities and you're wondering if you with him have the same feelings ?. Yes, same feeling.
He starts asking you personal questions. She asks how women look to men? What is a woman looking for from a man? And what is your ideal male criterion
You're flying with her question. You think long to answer that question. Even worse you start looking on the internet about tips to captivate men. With full confidence, you think your answer is perfect. Some actually lead to him. Signal as if you let him enter your heart.
However, he replied to the answer with different things. He replied with something you did not expect. Something that makes you curse your own mistakes.
Something Who breaks all false hopes from him. Something that makes you lose logic
He said that he had long loved a girl. And that girl is not you. He asks you what you think of him. He said that he had long loved him and immediately wanted to express his feelings.
Heart Crushed, crushed and crushed. But you do not know what to do. Stay away from it? Same thing says that you love him. You can not leave it. I want to be close to her, though in a way that chokes your feelings
Finally you choose to listen to all his heart's outpouring, about him and keep your love in his heart.
Almost Everyday he tells of the love and sorrow in loving the girl. The girl he has chosen. Until she starts to break her heart once she finds out the girl she loves has chosen someone else
He Ran on you. Pour out his grief. You are only able to withstand bitter writing motivation to strengthen it. Always trying to smile when he says the memorable occasion between her and the girl. You're trying to strengthen your heart and say it's okay if he starts to suspect with your gloomy face.
Maybe All your friends say you're stupid for wanting to keep that pain. Sometimes you also think to just disappear from it. Just You do not want him to ask about your sudden change of attitude, because you have no definite answer to answer that question.
Even Maybe until this moment, you still keep the taste itself. You still hope that someday he will turn to your heart that starts a snowy drought. I hope that one day he will realize who is always there beside him. Hoping one day he realized how a heart that hold back tears just to see it cheerful with the love story
Companions, love does not have to have. The proverb that we often hear it is true. Gave a hard slap on our blind hearts in love. So, love somebody just, but ... for what also love someone who obviously does not love us? All will only make us complacent and wasted time alone.
Know Friend ... if love is able to fly us into the sky, then love is able to throw us as far as, deeper to make our heart felt numb. Because, hope to human love will only be an illusion alone. Hope only to Him, then Inshallah we will be happy.
Agree? :)