The happines came for a while as sadness turned into the order of the day!
The assistance I look for is no longer there!
The burden on my shoulder is currently heavier!
My eyes are heavy from the tears of the night!
I wish I could share it to the world.
My lips can't let out the slightest peep, the words are overwhelming!
My Silence is simply another word for my pain.
My mouth is mute cos they may not comprehend what leaves it.
The pain is too much for one to bear!
Emotionally, I'm down.
Rationally, I'm depleted.
Spiritually,I feel dead.
Physically I smile!
I need to put on a smile.
I need to fake it so they see me being happy.
Be that as it may, where it counts I'm amazingly troubled.
I have conversed with a couple yet conscience won't let me open up again.
The help I seek, kindly don't float away!
I may need to end this.
However, I have a little one to care for.
He needs to see the smile everyday.
I penned down my feelings with tears blurring my eyes.
It would be ideal if you help wipe it away.
I thought here is a place of where one would be able to smile?
Sometimes all I wish to do is lie on the bed and hope I fell asleep before I fall apart!
Thanks for reading.☺