So well written Hive account@modernmom420! And I really can sympathise. But. Please don't fear 30. It'll come as sure as your sunset. Think of it as a milestone to a wonderful life with the blessing of your supportive husband and sweet growing boys!

Look at it this way. You still have one whole decade before you hit 40! I hurdled that milestone last Sept and it made 30 a walk in the park ;)