Learning From my Past
Long story short.
My highschool best friend that simply began ignoring me from one day to the next came back in to my life a year or so ago.
She has come to find me useful to her, in that she finds courage and strength. So much enough to ask for my advice.
Id known her since junior high. She is precious to me, much like everyone I have come to love.
Talking with her about my experience reminded me of how amazing I am. I dont have ambitions too own a wealthy business or get a masters or doctoral degree.
I basically paid tens of thousands of dollars on "higher" education just to learn about love and meet my husband.
There was a period of estrangement before we got totogether. I knew there was something about him from the start.
Manifest an Orgasmic Lifestyle
When I quit school to work on myself I didnt realize what a wonderful chance I had manifested.
My husband, boyfriend at the time, worked on his masters and I learned too cook, meditate, practice more yoga, learn about more natural ways of living, gardening.
6 years together, growing and learning and ive found myself knowing my direction. Orgasms. Life of orgasms. Not just sexually. An ecstatic life is where I am and where im headed.
Right now and for years my time has been for preparing for a family.
Traumas and Dramas
I struggle internally, constantly, bc I didnt receive the support I needed as a child(nutrional, physcial, emotional) and my excitement towards things was often quietted by my loved ones.
Now, I know I dont need any one persons support but my own. Though it is nice to get it from others.
I dont expect people to agree and understand me. I look for it in myself to know what action to take.
Let's Get to it: PainFree Birth
I didn't understand fully, what I could do for myself w my first unassited pregnancy and birth. Plus I was working on a lot of trauma I had caused.
When I became pregnant w my son, things were a bit off, but the Orgasmic birth group came in to my life and changed everything for me.
So I practiced. Practiced mending my attitude about my marriage. My attitude about sex and myself. I practiced whatever I found useful. And it worked! When it came to time I did it! I had an orgasmic, perfect birth bc my insticts and reactions were all id practiced and thet lead me and I followed.
Postpartum Realization
I found it a struggle no longer being pregnant. I found it a struggle connecting w my children and husband.
After talking w my friend, I realize im still practicing, but its just slightly different things and some of the same things.
Ready for Orgasmic Birth by Orgasmic Living
Ill always be ready to be pregnant again. Although, im not in a big hurry atm.
Im also so happy where my marriage is now.
After Rhea he said he wasnt ready for more children. Johannes was a surprise we fought about in the beginning.
Less than three months after the orgasmic birth of my son, my husband tells me, "if you asked me nicely I would get you pregnant again."
That is amazing and creates love and ecstasy in me.
Now!
So if youre not pregnant, but you want to be a mother and give birth, and you want it to for be ecstatic and orgasmic, NOW is always the time to practice, to manifest the life youve always wanted.
From
Persephone
