I admire people like you, you seem like a strong person and I'm sending you my best wishes ! I'm also expecting a son in September and I just can't wait to start to deal with all these struggles that are the hardest but I belive that the most beautiful ones in the world ! :) I'm blessed to have my family here, but as I already said, people like you have all my respect !
and PS : your son is really like a rock star supermodel, veeeery cute boy :)